worry, smorry.
forever. to some, this word can be negative or positive.
“we’re too young”
“i want to experience my youth”
these two sayings have been repeating in my head. i know forever is way too early to say this early on, but how can you stop something that you feel is true? no matter how many times you snap rubberbands on your wrist to make you feel pain so you’ll never say it or think it- it’s still not going to stop.
i guess the feeling that i have when im with you- i want forever. maybe the fact that i’ve been by your side this whole time- i want forever. the fact that when im with you, my stress of reality goes away for that quick moment because when im in your presence i feel as if we’re on our own island- i want that forever.
i wish that when a person feels that the person their with is truly the one- stick with that feeling. no doubts, no worries. but a person never really knows when or who they’ll end up with. that’s just the irony of all this. you say forever back, but once that day of forever starts to add up, you suddenly worry.
to be worried, a person needs to give you a reason to worry. if you’re worried about the future with me, you never should have planned one with me in the first place.
